well i have started to lose the self conscious thing in bball. i have just thought, i wanna play with these guys, in their rep teams, so if i cant even play properly with them at school then how am i gona get better or get picked for a team. so at tryouts for the school team i just played my best, especially on defense. it was a year 9 and 10 tryout. ( im year 9) and i blocked to year 10 kids, one out of court and im a point guard. i have lost the consciousness thing i think coz i just cbf with it anymore...
