I see what you're saying...you're coach knows you're the best player on the team, but you still feel like you suck. it's one of two things: 1) you don't respond well to positive remarks and praise (i'm kind of like that), but that can't be it b/c you drill people on the other teams...or 2) you just don't play well b/c they are your teammates and they know how you play b/c you play them everyday, so they have a pretty good idea of how you play and you've become pretty predictable...or maybe I'm wrong and you don't play well against them b/c you feel like they're your friends...no need for violence though...lol i would just work on my unpredictability...change up your habits a bit and see what happens