i just finished beginner and bodyweights and i'm restin, i would do novice and bodyweights soon, since i can't go to to the gym and i want to increase the intensity of the weights, i want to hold two 30 pounds dumbells when doing bodyweights when is possible. so my question is, should i hold them in my hands or put them on my back(in my backpack)?

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